Bored.

ELVIN NG IS SO LOVED !! ^^

Bored at home.
Nothing to do.
Woke up and realise kinda sad.
Also don't know whye. D:
I hate this kinda feeling leh..
Like..
Feel sad but don't know what i'm sad about..
ZZZZZ..
HAIS SIAN LAH ~
D:
Never work also.
Mac don't apply to holiday students der.
Can't work mac.
So i think going back to Walls to work bah..
Sian.
Jerlin still havent work.
So i havent also !
I need money !!
I need to work !!
I broke liao !!
T.T
Hais.
Oh yah.
Brandon's Party coming !!
I havent ask mom AGAIN. -.-
That time she angry suddenly say i can't go.
I think she saying angry words only..
So i'm gonna ask her today !
I'll be good ! So she won't be mad at me and don't let me go..
SIAN.
Whye i sound so pathetic??!!??!?!
No freedom like that.
Go out only need to ask like fuck.
-.-
I'll post again when i'm free.
Think i'll stop here bah.
Nothing to post ler.
Byebye ! ^^

P/s: REALLY HOPE I COULD GO!! BRANDON WANT EVERYONE TO SHOW UP !!
Don't wanna disappoint the bday boy !! =)

Tag Replies :
XIIAOCHERR : Lax Pretty. {{:
michx: DUHHHH ! OF COURSE ! HE SO SHUAI LOHHHHHHHHHH ! OMG OMG OMG. *MAD AGAIN* :X

HSM 3 !

High School Musical 3 was Greatttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt ! :D :D :D
Mostly singing, But it was a nice movie afterall.
The people in the show are awesome. {{:
Walked around Lot one today.
Looking for Brandon's present. (:
But didn't buy.
Cause not enuff money. x.x
Sunday i hope i could go to his party.
They decided to buy the present in the morning before going to take the mrt and the taxi and head for East Coast !
:D Hope i could go ! Because sure lots of fun ! :D
Oh my.
So sians at home.
Saw my blog like.. -.-
Poeple just like to bother me first.
I only reply them and they can get furious and start calling people names.
So offended. -.-"
Please.
Don't like me just leave lah.
Don bother me leh.
Seriously,
I no mood to entertain you people..
I don't need comments.
Seriously.
Thanks. (:
Want to comment me tell me who you are.
At least i won't get so mad and , don't blame me for offending you.
Because, i can get angry when people like you do that.
Hahs. Nothing to post ler.
Byebye all.
T/cares. (: !
OH YA OH YA !
ELVIN NG 'S NEW 9PM SHOW ,
HE'S SO DARN CHARMING LAH !
EVERY MOVE HE MAKE ALSO SOOOOO HANDSOME DER ! ^^
OMG OMG.
CANNOT MISS THE DRAMA SERIES EHS ! ^^
Took alot of photos ytd,
Cause i feel that all the actions he do der all is HANDSOME one !
Hehs !

So sian.

So sian.
Still can't get to sleep.
Came to blog. @_@
Saw alot of tags.
Not alot.
Just some weird tags by UNKNOWNS.
So curious. @_@
Hehe.
Michelle asked me to go Lot one today !
Today as in Thursday. :D
Cause it's pass 12 you see. :D
Going to watch High School Musical 3 and buy things. {{:\
Sians.
Don't even know whether can go anot.
Mom nowadays a little ... Hais. Bwg.
Sunday's BBQ For Brandon so many people going !
HOPE I COULD GOOOOO ! ):
Hais. Think'll stop here.

Tag Replies :
Passerby: JUST WHO ARE YOU??? -.-
WHYE YOU SO FREE TO COME VISIT MY BLOG?? THANKS FOR VISITING ANYWAY ! ^^
... : WHO ARE YOU? NAME? NO NAME? SO SAD. ): YO MAMA DIDN'T GIVE YOU A NAME? AWW... )): Yeah. So pervertic. The bird's so cute to you. HO. -.-
darwin : I THINK HAO LER ! I NAME YOU "LITTLE BOY" ! ^^
Michx : YUPPPP ! ^^ HEHE. I LINKED YOU.
Germin : TAKECARES TOO PRETTY ! :D

YUCKS LAH DISGUSTING. ):

Today,
Went to school.
Late for POA.
POA Teacher "fang fei ji",
Didn't come,
Didnt announce either.
Slacked in school.
Went school library ,
Tio gan by Ms Soh. -.-
Went to Greenridge.
Slacked,
ate donuts.
W Simin, Yangyi and .. Van.
They went to BBP,
Janise came along.
I went to cck.
Ponteng ss class.
Met up Brandon baobeii for lunch at libang mac.
slacked,
chatted,
Went home.
Today in school,
SUPER DISGUSTED.
We were slacking at the school pond.
Suddenly,
Van saw a white tissue like thingy in the pond.
At first we thot the Fishes eating tissue.
But slowly when we look closely.
It was a DEAD BIRD.
-.-
WE KEPT SCREAMING LAH.
SO DISGUSTING.
*PUKE*
AND THE "DEAD BIRD" SWAM CLOSER AND CLOSER TO US.
SO DISGUSTED WHEN WE SEE CLEARLY.
NO MORE FEATHERS,
LIKE CAN SEE THE BRAIN LIKE THAT.
DEAD.
SMELLY.
PALE WHITE ! -.-
EWW. LOOK AT THE PHOTOS.

WARNING: IF YOU FEEL UNCOMFORTABLE PLEASE LEAVE !



I'VE WARNED YOU.. -.-"

End Of Post ! ^^

Tag Replies:

Darwin: what the hell you talkin? lol.

Boonchuan: HANNAR. HAHA. YO ! NOT TO GET ABUSED BY ME PARENTS? HHAHHAHAHAHAH!

OHOH.

PICTURE OF THE DAY ! : Taken at East Coast Park By the guys.

Han nar ! I zilian cannnnnnn . Lol. :D

I SAW THIS ALMOST EVERYWHERE ON THE AD BOARD. WHAT THE HELL IS THIS? -.-

The bday cake we bought.

Dad's new office some photos. {:

SORRY PEOPLE !
Haven't been posting.
Dad locked comp,
I lazy on,
Have been going out. :]

Btw, Happy Deepavali. :D

I told you all i would take photos of my dad's new office and yes i did ! ^^
I take until very ugly lah~ Hahs.
Wah. I take photos like siao that day lah! Shiok. :S
Hohoho. But i'll be posting some of my zi lian photos only ! Not all ! HHEHEHEHEEH. :D

Yesterday,
went to see my grandmother..
went out with my cousin..
Kinda boring but also fun lah.
Ytd eat like mad. x_x !

On 25th October , Saturday.
Woked up at 9plus.
Met up Brandon loved one at my house downstairs
Bus-ed to Michelle house and went up looking for her.
Didn't know she wanted her brother to scare us one.
LOL.
But we scared her first.
LOL.

Bus-ed to Lot one,
at around 10plus,
Bought a cake for Darwin's father.
Coffee flavous, as Darwin said the father liked it.
Took mrt to Bedok and cabbed down to east coast park.
Reached at about 12 plus.
Went for CRAZY CYCLING.
Went to the BEACH.

Picked up SEASHELLS. {{:

AND MOST FUNNY THING IS: We bathed half-naked.

There was no showering toilets there.

So we had to bathe at the wash up place. :X

Everyone screamed like crazy.

But it was REALLY FUN. {{: !

A FUN NIGHT INDEED !
BBQ-ed at night. {{:
Michelle's parents fetched us home.
Home sweet home at almost 11pm.
Bathed, slept.
But didn't sleep well.
Don't know whye suddenly emo. :S

Today.
Was a boring day,
Eat and watched tv the whole day.

Tag Replies:

HUICHENG : HELLOSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS x100000000000000000000000 ! I LINKED YOU. :D

Peiyi : Oh i see. LOL. You also jiayou for next year ! I so scareddddddddddddd ! :SSSSSSSS

GlendaSim: Han nar. WE BOTH ARE ASSES ! :D *Don't tell me you don't have.. :S* yes i will becareful ! THANKS FOR THE REMINDER ! :DDDDD

Binny : HAN NAR ~ UPDATE LIAO. WAH. SAY ME EMO. >:(

Darwin : HEY YO ! LOL. OF COURSE I ENJOYED. LINKED YOU. AND YOU DIDN'T PUT ME UNDER YOUR LOVE!! :X LMAO.

THE END !
Byebye. {{:

I'm so poor . T.T

omg omg omg.
How bored can i be?
I'm at dad's queensway office right now.
Slacking using comp.
Later going dad's joochiat office,
Big and nice !
New office name called : AMOEBA
WEEEEEEEEEEEEE. IF i can i take photo kae???? HOHOHO.
The ambience there is wheet wheets ~
OMG OMG. i wanna go there. Like fun like that. hehe.
Mommy's birthdsay coming.
Because of m big mouth ytd,
Mommy wants me to give her a treat at Sakae Sushi on her birthday and Buy her Awfully Chocolate cake. OMG. I'M GONNA BE BROKE SOON. O_____O
HMM ~! Have to work hard before her bday comes ! And also i need to buy presents for so many people !~ omgomgomg.
Whye suddenly i feel so poor? ._____. ZZZ.
I think i'll stop here first.
Post the next time . Byebye !

Tag Replies :
Germin: HAHA. Okay. I still think you're chiobu! :D :D :D
hj: OH? HAHA. ANYTHING LAH. BTW. (I don't get what you're talking ! :X)
Binny: HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA ! I MISS YOU ALRE ALSO ! HAHAHAHAS.SEE YOU ON FRIDAY TOOOOO ! ^^ YEAH YEAH. ALL RESERVED FOR YOU. BUT I ALSO NEED TO WORK AHHHH! YOU SHOULD KNOW WHYE ! LOL. *Loves you lah!*

I hate it. ( new song i love)

School ended at 9am today.
Took my report book, was super nervous.
And i was so thrilled when i see my results !
IMPROVE ! But still not good.
Must jiayous for next year o level !
But now, ENJOY FIRST. Hehs !
Went to eat Mac Breakfast, Big Breakfast !
Feel like vomitting aft eating. x.x
I think i got slight Bullimia. -.-
Bye.

Tag Replies :
GlendaSim: OH ! LOL. I know you will bao chou one. I MUST XIAO XIN DIAN ! :S
Boonchuan: Sorry ! ):
Binny: I never think so much bah. (Maybe, :X) YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO


AYE PEOPLE ! A SONG I SUDDENLY FEEL IN LOVE WITH IT AGAIN !
Sooooooooooooooo emo ! Hahs.

当你决定　你要离开我　我没有说什么　就当作你自由 有好几次我都想挽留　哭求也没有用　就当作是寂寞 因为我能明白　他的温柔　对你是种解脱 就坦白告诉我　谁是你的最爱 其实你很爱他　对我的惩罚　说你没有想他　是可怜我吧 我已没有借口　只能放手　不肯奢求　你说爱我 其实你很爱他　他很温柔吗　其实你很想他　就说出口吧 我已不想多说　捂住耳朵　不想再次听到你说　你很爱他 其实你很爱他　对我的惩罚　说你没有想他　是可怜我吧 我已没有借口　只能放手　不肯奢求　你说爱我 其实你很爱他　他很温柔吗　其实你很想他　就说出口吧 我已不想多说　捂住耳朵　不想再次听到你说　你很爱他






I don't know why.
Until now,
I'm still thinking of you.
I'm trying to let you go.
But,
Memories made me cry.
Sad/Emo songs made me cry.
Things related to you made me cry.
Everything/Most of the things i saw made me cry & think of you.
Stupid ass.
I detest myself so darn much.
Dumbarseholefuck i hate myself.
I still get angry and jealous & i don't know why ! Tsk !

School. Thinner. Dizzy.

Today school was stupid. -.-
I thot we could get our report book back today.
So i went to school.
We had our spring cleaning in class.
Thinner, Tiff and dizzyness.
The thinner was so strong that i got addicted to it. O.O
But then, I start to feel dissy. -.-
Played PSP in class. David and Yiihang played Silent hill.
Stupid sia.
Made me scream , Cause i saw something while and transparent, (In the game. :X)
Play Dj Max ! Today power. 900+ near to 1000 MAX COMBO! But break at a part. Shit ass.
Stupidddddddddddd !
Had lunch with michelle (Bestie!) At lot one mac.
So fullllllll. .___.
Saw a primary school friend Zoelyn.
She became so pretty ! OMG.
{{: Maybe playing audition with her.
I want to hang out with herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. LOL.
Binny, Boonchuan , Yangyi they all had a booth set up in the canteen today.
Selling snacks.
(Sorry binny ! Didn't buy, Just now too crowded and left ! T.T)

Tmr getting back REPORT BOOK ! Hope my results aren't that baddddddd ! (>.<) (I didn't get pink form! Don't need see meet parents ! hohoho!) Holidays need to go back for POA lessons, Chinese maybe also. -.- SIANS LAH ! -.-

Maybe going to warren and go to Gym with Brandon and Michelle ! ^^
Bye. {:

P/s : EVERYONE IN 3E4 IS GOING TO BE PROMOTED ! NO ONE IS LEFT BEHIND ! (3E4 TOGETHER AGAIN! HAHAS.)

Stupid.

You'll come to realise it one day.

Everything ended, sad ending.

I seriously detest myself.
You were right then.


TAG REPLY TO PASSERBY :
Firstly,
You know what happen meh?
Secondly,
It's our problem, does it matter you?
Thirdly,
Just read if you like it, Leave if you dislike it.
Fourthly,
Write YOUR BIG NAME.
Lastly,
I WON'T WASTE MY TIME ON YOU.
(Fool, Just wasted 2 mins of your life reading this.) {{:


Oh yeah, Thankssssssssssss for being kpo! :D :D :D
(I wanna know who you are ! ^^)

P/s: No offence on everything here. Didn't want to offend anyone ! Don't be sensitive ! :SSS

You made me realise how stupid i was.

NEW HAIR CUT !
A DOGGY SO CUTE A SAW AT M'SIA. HAHASS. KEEP SITTING BESIDE US WHEN WE WERE EATING.

Went for a new hair cut today at M'sia. {:
Nice and stupid? Hahs.

Bye.

My beloved friends and family.
I would learn to let go ..
And forget about everything and start anew ..
Thanks everyone,
Love you guys. (:

You made me realise how stupid i was to believe you.
To believe all your pack of lies.
To belive your silly promises.
To believe you would come back.
To believe your craps and all.
To make me waste my tears on you.
I was at a moment of folly.
It was my foolish-ness.
Cheat my feelings,
Maybe because i trust you too much and put too much love on you.
Nevermind.
I've Learnt my lesson.
Fine if you don't want me to contact you.
It's your choice.
Don't regret.
Don't always think you so big that you could scold me,
I just don't want to start a fight, or whatever.
I just wanna talk things out nicely.
Fine if you cannot face reality,
Or me.
Thanks sucker.
STUF AND GTFO.
(Like you always said)
-.- ! _l_

Tag Replies :

kunfeng : THANKS. I LOVE IT TOO. {{:

Jerlin: Yeahs darliink ! I will ~ :}

Woah.

Baby, i'm still waiting.. ):

O.O
AIRPLANTS ! ~~~
MY FORM TEACHER ! HAHS. WE ATE LUNCH TOGETHER WITH SIMIN AT GREENRIDGE. (:

The Learning journal, I think???? -.-

ALL THE HABITATS THAT CAN BE SEEN THERE !

THE FIRST THING WE SAW AT SUNGEI BULOH. A MALAYAN WATER MONITER.
IT POSED A PATTERN FOR US TO TAKE. LOL.-.-

Hellos.
Back to post people.
I mean, Humans or w/e. :D

So tired !
Today went to Sungei Buloh Wetland Reserve.
This time was a fantastic trip !
Last time go for alot of times.
But liek BORING ~ & NOTHING TO SEE ONE. -.-
BUT THIS TIME !
WE SAW ALOT OF ANIMALS AND NATURAL HABITATS THERE !
GOOD TIMING !
(Sad for those who didn't make it)
Poor thing lah.
Our 3E4 , 3E5 Class have like 20+ People. But ~
Today altogether only 6 went. -.-
Mrs chua was kinda disappointed.
Brought home alot of AIRPLANTS !
No need soil.
Just have to water them everydays,
Enuff sunlight and by the window can alre ! hehxzxzxzxzxzxz.
(Will have photos !)

Hmm..
Funny lah.
Dono whye.
Just now while on the way out of sungei buloh.
I was using my phone trying to call my mom.
Suddenly simin screamed.
And i SAW A BIG SLITERING THING "RUN'' BY VERY QUICKLY.
I SCREAMED TOO. =.="
IT WAS A GIANT MALAYAN WATER MONITER!
SAW SO MANY TODAY !
Dono whye today like to say "SO CUTE, SO CUTE, SO CUTE."
Alister (Dono how to spell. :S) SAY I EVERYTHING ALSO CUTE..
-.-
BUT I SAID HE NOT CUTE WHAT! HAHAS !

Oh my,
When i reach home.
I think i felt sick. :(((((
Den slept from 1plus till 5plus.
then i woke up to have dinner. :(
Feeling so much better aft a sleep ! ^^


Yesterday.
Went to WARREN GOLF AND COUNTRY CLUB.
OH MY.
WAS CRAZY.
SUDDENLY HIGH,
SUDDENLY EMO,
SUDDENLY SO LOVED ! ^^
*By my beloved GIRLFRIENDS AND BOYFRIENDS !* HAHS.

Cause maybe i'm still in a heart-broken mood bah..
So a bit SORT SORT ONE. (>.<) Dawin , Brandon, Michelle, Clar, Janis/Janice. (>.<) and A GUY. -.- LOL. SO SECRETIVE LIKE THAT. BUT DON THINK TOO MUCH. I'M STILL SINGLE. :(
Waiting for a dumb dumb. :S :S :S
(B/day: 26th oct)

WEEEEEE.
Coming sat,
Next week on the 25 of oct,
Going to Dawin's father birthday.
I think. :S
Erm.
Warren friends going !
As well as my FAKE BOYF ! HAHAS.
BRANDON ! LOL.

WEEEEE.
Going East Coast park.
Go cycle,
BBQ,
PLAYYYYYY !
HAVE LOT LOTS LOTS LOTS LOTS ... OF FUN ! HEHSZXZXZXZX.

WEEEEEEEEEEEEE. (THIS IS THRILLING!.___.)
I'M GOING FOR A NEW HAIR CUT TOMORROW !
AND BUY NEW BAGS !
AND BUY NEW CLOTHES MAYBE !
HEHEZXZXZXZXZXZ !

Okay. I think nothing to post ler.
Byebye Humans or maybe not? .___.
HEHHEHZXZXZXZXZXZXZX.
(I'm crazy ! WOOOHOOOOOO~)
Sounds so happy hor?
-.-
Don't judge a book by it's cover.
I'm just acting crazy because i still love you so. :S




Hard to let go love.
& I don't wanna let go..
Still waiting for you.

若要放开真的很难。。。


Tag Replies :
Gemin : !!! HEHEHZXZX. Yeah i'll try stay strong. (: You must hor. 'O' levels leh! ^^ T/cares !
Boonchuan: SHUT UP SHUT UP SHUT UP. I DIDN'T FUCK HIM. SO BLACK AND EWWW. :XXX
Jinsheng: HAO DER ! ^^ YOU MUST LINK WO TOOO ! HAHAS.

Oh My.

Oh my.
What to do siol.
ZZZ.
So many things to fan. ):
Today.
I got some of my results alre.
And it sucks. -.-"

For english.. I forgot what's the result for each..
But i know i've got C5 ! (Al least i passed)
POA.. Paper 1 i got 20/40, Paper 2 i;ve forgotten. (But i rememered i failed for paper 2)
Anyway, Teacher say overall most likely i can pass..
Chinese..
I got 59/100 for overall..
Counted bad in my class alre.
I'm the worse girl in 3E2. -.-"
F&N, I failed by a few marks. .____. but teacher say maybe overall can pass lah.. Hais sian diao.
SS.. We today stayed in school till 3:30pm because of THE SS PAPER. =.=
Wth lah. I from 1pm plus i felt sick and vomitting alre lah.
Until 3plus. I buay tahan. Ask teacher let me go.
Mr Aljunied scolded me siol !
FCUK.
I TIRED WHAT.
MY HEAD SO GIDDY AND I FELT LIKE VOMITTING LAH.
BODOH.
HE STILL DARE SAY ME SIA !
I BUAY SONG.
Called Form teacher Mrs chua.
She immediately come to my rescue ahhhhhh ! HA.
Then, Michelle mom fetched me home. Thansk ! ^^
Haha. Triniton lend me he's psp.
Last night found some SUPER FUNNY VIDEOS.
Actually yesterday quite upsetting.. Heng got something cheered me up. Hehzxzxzxzxz.
WAH. I so sad and bored now. -.-"
Think i go check audi awhile.

I tell ya.
No matter what.
I won't give up !
I'll wait till you come back to me..
I'll wait no matter what.
I still love you,
You're still in my heart.. ):
The memories kept replaying in my mind ..
Those beautiful memories that i can never forget.
I'm sure you remembered them too.. )':

Continued.

I went out with a funny and nice guy. (: (Insert mystery icon here!)
Thanks ! Thanks for the treats. (:
(No offence here).

As i promised i would post. I did. ((:

Bye humans. or w/e. {{:

Hais.
Stop saying how much you like/love her lah.
Stop telling me things that are hurtful lah.
It's only you that think i've given up.
But i have not.
Tell you seriously,
If you're saying those things just to make me give up,
It won't work.
I think i'll love you more.
And it makes me can't let go of you.
Don't think by saying those things to me i will give up on waiting for you.
Listen up,
Open your ears wide,
Or Open your eyes wide,
I won't give up.
I'll be single until you come back.
I'll stay single even if there's only a little hope.
So stop saying hurtful things to me you i-diot.
It only makes me cry,
It won't make me give up on waiting for you.
Even if you stead with some other girls.
My heart and my mind will never change .

Ponteng school. HOHOHO.

WEEE.
Didn't go to school today.
Was lazy to go..
Then.
I just woke up !
HOHOHO ! ^^

Oh man.
How bored can i be?

Wth.
Last night's sleep till today..
I dreamt of so many things..
Firstly .
I dreamt of myself being killed.
And my family too. -.-"
Then i dreamt of a binch of KAWAII JAPAN BOYS !
Then their father was out to kill my father.
Then i was stupid to let my father follow them.
They left us at a hotel.
Suddenly , I felt weird whye my father didn't come back.
I went to look for him.
Saw the bunch of KAWAII JAPAN BOYS said:
How stupid can that girl be? Believing that our dad would return her . her dad.
Aft at one corner i heard that.
I thres something at one of the japan boys who were just listening only.
I cried and ran off.
Then he followed me.
HAHA. SO DRAMA.


The other dream..
NAHH.
DON'T WANT TO SAY.
It's about him*.
Hais..
When i'm not sleeping.
I kept myself busy preventing myself to think so much.
BUT.
Even when i fall asleep.
I just couldn't control my own mind to think of him..
Hais.
Don't know what to say.
...

Maybe going out to arcade.
HOHOHO.
DDR HERE I COME ! ^^

Probably will continue aft i come home !

Tag Replies :
Germin : HOHOHO. GOOD ! TAKECARES TOO ~! GOOD LUCK FOR YOUR 'O' LEVELS !
Zf : ZULLLLL FATTAHHHHH. HOHOHO. OKAY. I'LL TRY "FOR YOUR SAKE" ! HAHA!
Binbin : OH ! SORRY LAOGONG ! LET YOUR SAW I BETRAYED YOU. KAE KAE. I CHANGE. YOU LAOGONG. SIMIN BOYFRIEND ! X3333333333333333333333333333. LOVE YOU LOTS LOTS ! :S
Hj : HOHO. OKAYS ~ HAHAHHA.
GlendaSim: HOHOHO. Ty , NENG TEH BAH. :S

Wtf. -.-

One day, I woke up.
Started thinking about everything.
Thoughts, made my cried.

Geraldine's fingers when i wanted to take her "unglam" food photo !

Look at her gong face. so funny. Hahs.
My girlfriend and hysband ! Haha. -.-
Mcdonald's milo. (: yay!
The poor hamburger/cheeseburger luigi eat until don't want ler.

SO SINFUL LUIGI ! D: <

Today.
Went to school at 11am.
Dad fetched me to school ..
Then, We boarded the bus at around 1pm.
On the way to Econs elderly at Bukit Timah.
We suddenly turned back to school.
Everyone was joking that we could go home alre.
But i really want to go to the Old folks' home !
It would be really fun to talk and chat with old people.
I like ! ^^
Actually , turned back to school to fetch the boys who were late. -.-"
Lol?
Then. In the bus. Played with psp&chatted with my classmates.
Finally , we reached at about 1plus-2.
The trip there was not well-organiesd, However,
We still had fun there.
Sing. Play. Chat with the people there.
A grandma was soooo cute ! Haha. She's alre 79 , But stil. Very lovable and chatty ! I love chatting with her Cuz she's funny. But. I don't really know how to speak Hokkien !
I remembered her name was Tan geok lan. She got three name wor ! Hoho.
I only know Hokkien like : Eat, Have you eaten?, Are you fine, How are you, Good , Pretty ! And some others.
hahas.
Stupid. (I meant me. Not the people there.)
Took photos with the lovable grandma. and left at 3plus.
(: Sad for those who were unable to make it! Esp: Binny ! xD)
Will develop and send the photos to the grandma ! Hope to see her soon! I promised her i would find her someday. ((:
Aft the trip, Rained super heavily. Were like "Luo Tang Ji"? Haha.
Went to Lot 1 with Geraldine, Simin, and Luigi to eat Mac! (Oh ! Took alot of photos out of boredom.. Of them ! Tadaaaaaaaaaaaaaa~)


*********************************************

Geraldine is my Girlfriend !
Simin is my Husband !
Binny is my Boyfriend ! Hahahhahahaha. X)


*********************************************



Hais. Kinda upset and disappointed too.
During the time at the econs,
He* Smsed me and Limin smsed.
Suddenly got scolded by the two of them.. -.-

Hello,
I was trying to help them lah.
I know he was gonna hurt her lah.
So i saw him ytd and told him to treat you nicely.
How the hell would i know whye he lied to you?!
Please lah.
You complain to him
Now, I tio scolding by him.
Somemore. I talked to him nicely and he said i not happy with him?
Wth.. Darn disappointed.
And guess what?
Even heard from you that He's darn happy to break me.
Should celebrate?
Wth?
I so tao ren yan mah?
You hate me so much oh?
Hais.
What can i do?..
ZZZ.
I was being nice and suddenly i became a bad person. -.-"
Hais.
"Hao ren mei hao bao" mah? Wth?
So angry uh . So disappointed. & so UPSET. D':

Imagine if you were very happy.
Suddenly tio scolded by people.
You will be angry too ehs? ..

Imagine your friend's stead wanted to hurt your friend.
I don't think you'll just sit there and watch ehs?
You would also lend a helping hand too rights?

Whye would you everytime think of me until so evil, bad and mean???? ):
So upset.




Tag Replies :
Boonchuan: Yo ! Hahas. Oh? Name longest? You meant tag or your link? xD
Binny: You sure you acc wo 24hrs mahhhhhhhhhh? :D I'll try not to think so much bah.. Oh. you didn't sms wo ! BANG ! Haha.
Limin: I don't know. -.- (Told you everything here in my blog and in sms and calls ler.-.-)
And, Don't lie to me ler. Don't try to cheer me up by saying that. I know he won't want me ler. Stop lying.
Glendasim: OH ! Thanks for the tag and wish. (: Same same.

Fall-Ina

I gave you all you desired
All that you needed
Boy, I provided
I let you into my head
Into my bed
And that's a privilege
I had you back at the answers
You took the dollars
I took the chances
Defended, battled and fought
Cuz I throught you really loved me
I don't know where to start or where to stop
No, but I know I am done
I've had enough

So fall out of my hands
Out of my heart
And when you hit the ground you'll be sorry i'm not around
I will watch you
And you fall out of your mind
Out of your fantasy
When you hit the wall
Think of me I'll be on the top just watching you fall

You said that you were ths strong one
I was the girl
And I was the young one
I kept your feet on the ground
My head in the rounds
I had you
You told me you were so greatful
I was with you
And I was so faithful
Stood by in all that you said
And all that you did I Loved you
I don't know how to act or what to say
But I know I am good I'll be okay

And you fall out of my hands
Out of my heart
And when you hit the ground
You'll be sorry that I'm not around
I will watch you
And you fall out of your mind
Out of your fantasy
When you hit the wall Think of me
I'll be on the top just watching you fall
I'll be on the top just watching you fall

So fall out of my hands
Out of my heart
And when you hit the ground
You'll be sorry that I'm not around
I will watch you
And you fall out of your mind
Out of your fantasy
When you hit the wall
Think of me I'll be on the top just watching you fall
I'll be on the top just watching you fall

Outing , All treated by friend (:

My Toy family. Some of my favourites.

FurReal Friends !

Sakae Sushi ! Haha.

Sorry, I know the hand kinda extra. haha !
Tempura ice cream ! WOOOOO~

Hellos.
Back to post.
Firstly and MOST IMPORTANTLY.
I WOULD LIKE TO WISH MY DEAREST SAYANG !
DEBBIE !
DW/SY !
HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY ! LOVES ! ^^
Today,
Went to Dhoby Ghuat . (Not sure spelled correctly anot.)
Then ,
Met up Triniton, Ahpui , and Elissa(Ahpui gf).
Asked limin along. Actually wanted to give her a surprise her, Because Triniton was there. (Her Boyf.)
But, She rejected me.
So.. too bad. ):
You missed the chance ler ! ):
Don't worry still will have der. (Insert twist icon here!)

Ate Sakae sushi !
Ahpui&Triniton's treat ! ^^ Hohoho.
I ate salmon, the "steamed egg" , Fried prawn, And fried ice-cream !! (Don't know how to spell japanese food names here. -.- AND got more lah, forgot liao ~ :S)
And , before sakae, triniton treated me to play DDR ! haha. He play so funny lah.
I win most of the time, only for the challenge mode. I lost to him. (:X)
Cause so difficult ! Hah.
Then , aft sakae, went to arcade again, Played guitar and DDR again ~
Then we went to PC Bunk,
Seriously, It was my first time there, Nothing special actually..
Played a few rounds of Audition. Still quite boring.
But with friend play, Yeah, fun bah~
Got one Ah beng beside keep wanting people attention liddat, Shout shout shout in bunk. -.-
Then i only played for about half an hour , i left.
Triniton peii me. (Cause he scared i emo bah! Haha.)
Even lend me his psp ! Haha~ So to keep me busy and not think so much..
Thanks.
Thanks for everything today ! I had quite a fun time.. (:
You all made me forget about sad things.. (For the time being.. )

Once i got home.
Whenever i'm alone again...
I felt scared and lonely..
I hate this kina feeling !.. )': !!!

You always ask me to let you go,
Forget about you,
But do uoi think it's easy?
It's not okay.
It's easy for you,
to let me go.
And forget about me.
But not me.
All the thins you said.
That hurt me so badly,
I still remember every one of your sentence.
Like the breaking up sms,
And the smses you told me liking about other girls.
I cannot stand it anymore.
I would go crazy if this continues on..
Yeah.. We are now gans..
But ..
Whye gan jiejie? ):
Whye other people can be gan-stead. gan darling, gan-baby...
But me? gan JIEJIE...
HAIS.
Felt so hurt,
torturing and,
painful..
I'm not used to not having you beside me..
Now whenever i'm lonely..
It's hard to tell you my problems and ..
Most importantly..
Hard for you to love me or comfort me or dote on me again.. )':
I can't stand it anymore !
I'm going crazy !
I think i can't live w/o you..
Hais..
I always suddenly remember the past..
Remembered the times we spent together..
My heart will start to ache and bleed.
Worse than when i had my brain operation..
Worse than anything else in the world..
You are the first guy i truely love..
You mean there's no chance between us anymore?..
No more feeling for me now ler?..
Will you cherish me once again?..
Hais..
So impossible right?
You must be thinking i'm stupid.
But..
I want you back, baby.
But it's so hard for you hor?..
Hais.
Everytime when i think you gonna
Kiss, hold and hug other girls,
even when you dote on them or w/e..
My heart will ache..
Even though you don't have stead now..
I still think far..
I love you, baby.

Start over again.

YUTING is back. (:

I've thought it over.
Yeahs, I should start over again.
I'm back to my Single Life !
Can be a joyful thing,
yet,
Can be upsetting.

Over between us ler bah.
It's not me.
It's him.
So nevermind..
Since he has no more feelings for me,
What for i hold him back?
Maybe i should just let him go..
Maybe it's better off if he's not with me.

Everybody,
Thanks for the comfort and stuffs.

Especially to my TWO BELOVED GIRLFRIENDS CUM BOYFRIENDS~
BINNY TAN, AND GERALDINE GOH.
Also to,
Reagan,
Triniton,
Boonchuan,
Isabel,
Limin,
Sharlene,
Kunfeng,
Cheryl (:
Still got many many more bah!
Sorry if i didn't write your name down.

People ! I will post as frequently as i can.

To : Him.
Maybe you were right.
Though we are not together anymore.
Maybe we still can be very good friends bah.
I'll try to let go as soon as possible.
Don't worry,
I think i'll be fine.
Nevermind then,
Like what you've said,
Past tense,
Then i listen to you loh.
Forget about the past loh.
Take cares, Live well.
(I'm sure you can)


Bye, History.

1211o7-101008; 19:01
Goodbye.

No more love?

10thOctober'08 , 19.01
Bye.
Thanks for everything.
Thanks for hurting me so badly.
Thanks for the sudden break-up.